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About Me Member Landscape Photographer shigurelilflowerFemale/United States

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I still feel love for youGoing more insane with every breath I take Pain in my heart and I want to die I ready to move on but then you talk to me, And I get confused all over again. I want to start new, Be reborn, with someone new But your bitter tongue makes me feel like I have a chance You hurt me then when you take that hope away.. But I want to be there, friend and all. I want to hold you at your trouble times, But instead you just give me a hard time. I'm so confused, I though I choose and then, You say to me stuff that makes me choke. I think about us and I ready to leave, Why must yo I still feel love for you
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ID of 2007
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Please be with meMy body rips apart because I want to cry and be with you,
but afread to show you my weakness. I want to see you and let this all be a dream, one that will never happen in our lifes. Please come back, my heart screams out, As tears roll down these eyes, I can't show you. If you saw them, you would remember them, miss them and maybe want to come back to them. But I refuse to make you, and I refuse to cry in front of you. If anything I will cry now and die again and again, Wishing I could turn back time and be with you again. Please be with me
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Alex why can't i let goAlex! I scream your name before I try to sleep Alex! I wait to see you and just to give you a gift Alex! I want to try again but I really want to let go Alex! Why do you have this hold on me Alex!
Why can't I be ok Alex... I need to let you go Alex... But my body is screaming Ale.... I want you to be happy Ale... And that's without me Al... I was ok until you told me... Al.... That even if you wanted to be with me, to start over... you wouldn't A....
If you want to be with me, you should be... A... Alex why can't i let go
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good bye

Thu Jan 24, 2008, 8:18 AM

Mood: Content
Drinking: Draino

I'm logging on for the last time now, i moved on from all of this and i thinking of removing photos that i don't want to keep and maybe the poems, i probably will delete all and move what I am keeping to my new account which was names in the previous journal. it's been a year, I'm doing a lot better and I'm happier, so don't worry about me anyone. see you at the new account.

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